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Maki_08
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Name: Krystal
Birthday: 9/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Here's some stuff i'm interested in are BOYS, CARS, FASHION, swords, comics, anime, shopping, drawing, video games, anything electronic, my friends, and a whole lot of other stuff...
Expertise: What i'm good at is shopping of course, but i can't do it cause i don't got no money :(. And talking to boy, i just love 'em, and can't keep my hands off 'em ;P.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  Maki5471
Yahoo:  Pimpin_highroller_08
Member Since:
10/21/2004
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| i'm BACK i'm goin to start this retarded thang back up asap i hope yall haven't missed me too much | | |
| this week has been so hectic it's crazy. Alot of stuff has happened, that i'm finally starting to get over with. First me and Dereck broke up on Tuesday. Well i guess it's more like he broke up with me. And i found out alot of really harsh stuff this week that the people i thought were my friends did behind my back to get back at me for going out with Dereck. It wuz a whole lot i cried for most of the week, i wuz really hurt about everything. But finally i'm trying to feel better and get my life back on track cuz i'm tired of being sad and hurt cuz it takes so much of ur strength. I'm just ready for this week to be over and to start the weekend with my family and being happy. | | |
| When i sit and seriously think about me and Dereck's relationship i honstly believe it can't get any better. But when i think even deeper i start to believe that maybe it wasnt such a great idea. I'm not saying that i don't love Dereck and that my love is not pure it's just that when it comes time for us to finally tell Danniealle she will hate me and never want to talk to me ever again. She told me to stay away from her brother and i told her i would but i'm currently in a serious relationship with him. We've been goin together since July 29, 2005. This is the first relationship where i've been with a guy for more than a week and i'm not cheating or tryin to get with other dudes. But our relationship is a lie i've told my family and it seems the whole family knows but he hasn't told anyone in his. All they know is that he's been talkin to a female friend for the last 6 weeks and 4 days. On one hand i believe if he truely loves me he would just tell his family about us, but on the other hand if he tells his family Dannie will know and she'll never be my friend again... I don't know wut to do and i'm so confused about everything... | | |
| today wuz a pretty nice day, skool seems to get better and better the more i'm there. Some walked up to me today at lunch he wuz cute he asked my name and all that other good stuff and he wuz like do u have a boyfriend here or something like that and i wuz like no... not meanin that i didn't have a boyfriend but that he didnt' go to this skool but he gave me his phone number and asked me to call him. Now i'm not tryin to get myself in ne trouble cuz i love dereck dearly and i'd never ever cheat on him but i need to think more. I mean i'm not goin to be mean to this boy but i'm not goin to lead him on like i'm not in a relationship ill be his friend if he'll let me ya kno.
And also today that boy DonDiego kept bothering me i wuz mean to him at first but he's funny, he's kinda cute in a strange way but i'm not thinkin of him like that. he's a strange one though... | | |
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here are some pictures they are kinda big but who really cares??? lol o and that picture of the boy is my husband Dereck. He's so sexy lol...   | | |
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